@bchastity

I spell goodbye..

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 13:37:02 -0400

The first few weeks apart I think I did pretty well, it wasn’t as hard as I think it could be except the fact that I was shocked by how much I missed you but as the clock is ticking my thoughts were crowded out by everything else. And someone else..

Love me now while I am living, not while you know that I am...

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 09:48:19 -0400

Love me now while I am living, not while you know that I am waiting..

Tomorrow I may be far away, but I’ll always walk beside...

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 08:37:41 -0400

Tomorrow I may be far away, but I’ll always walk beside you in the same tunnel..

The Happy Deay

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 07:56:44 -0400

The Happy Deay

Reuni patah hati di angkasa..

Tue, 26 Mar 2013 09:25:14 -0400

Reuni patah hati di angkasa..

Senja yang diperjuangkan..

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 08:03:33 -0400

Senja yang diperjuangkan..

U & I in UNIVERSE

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 05:24:04 -0400

U & I in UNIVERSE

Senin Yang Butuh Curhat.

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 23:35:40 -0400

Mau cerita sedikit nih. Okay, mungkin gak sedikit, maaf-maaf sebelumnya ya. Kemarin itu capek sekali. Capeeeek sekali. Dari Bintaro bela-belain naik ojek ke Buncit, dari pagi buta yang masih dingin sampe seketika panas banget banget sampe berasa perih kaya kena knalpot, karena kelamaan di jalan, macet. Nyampe Kanim Jaksel udah dalam keadaan setengah mateng tinggal dikasih garem. Dan ya tentu saja antriannya sudah habis. Lalu gue ke kantor dengan paniknya karena urusan birokrasyit belum aman. Sampe kantor langsung izin cabut lagi ke Kelapa Gading, kocar-kacir naik ojek buat nyari taxi, karena ga sempat lgi buat minta tolong Teguh. And oh yeah itu jauh sekali dan panas sekali sodara-sodara, AC taxi pun udah gak berasa. Sampe di sana setrlah nyasar-nyasar, gue agak rancu itu kantor imigrasi apa tempat fotokopi. Jelek bgt kantornya, dan gue mesti nunggu di depan dan…..PANAS BANGET YA TUHAN. UDAH GITU MALAH DIKASIH ASBES, KENAPA GAK ALUMUNIUM FOIL SEKALIAN BIAR JADI PRESTO okay sorry gue emosi. Setelah lama nunggu, orangnya keluar dan bilang kalo dokumen gue salah. Gue disuruh balik lagi jam 7 pagi hari ini. Dengan harus membawa uang yang jumlahnya cukup besar juga. Woohoo sempurna… Macam deket aja Bintaro-Gading. DAN MACAM GUE BERAK DUIT. Fiuh.. Gue balik ke kantor dengan putus asa dan susah payah cari taksi di tengah-tengah padang pasir Kelapa Gading, kondisi udah bukan setengah mateng tapi semi gosong. Pas masuk taksi, entah gimana caranya gue bisa langsung ketiduran. Gue paling susah tidur di mobil, kecuali kalo udah drained banget kaya perjalanan antar provinsi. Sepertinya energi dan stamina gue diserap matahari deh. Ketiduran, dan HP mati semua. Bangun-bangun argonya udah 150ribu. Semacam kesempurnaan lainnya..
Sampe di kantor, baru sempet ngecharge sampe kuning, eh ternyata gue udah harus langsung cabut ke Press Release Forza GT3. Kayanya saking hecticnya, nafas pun gue kadang kelupaan. Itu di jalan mata gue udah merah banget kaya orang kebanyakan ngebaba. Sampe di acara, haha hihi basa basi sama klien, which I was not so into…. For God sake, I need a break please. -_____-
Setelah acara selesai, gue masih harus haha hihi kan pastinya, dan setelah semua cabut, gue pikir usai sudah segala akar kelelahan ini. Ternyata ngga, si Rendy malah ngajak nongkrong2 dulu di PI sambil nungguin 3in1. Hiks. I was like a total zombietch.. Dan sore itu disempurnakan dengan kakak gue yang ngabarin kalo dokumen gue gak ada semua, cuma punya gue yang gak ada. Katanya bokap gue misahin semua punya gue dan dia simpen entah di mana. Gue telpon beliau nanyain dokumen gue, eh beliau juga malah sepertinya clueless namun ngotot sudah dibalikin ke Jakarta. Oh. Just perfect. Hopefully beneran di Jakarta karena PR yaaaah kalo mesti ke Bandung cuma buat nyari itu dan harus ke Gading by 7AM!
Jam 7 akhirnya gue cabut balik ke kantor dan gue masih harus nyelesaiin kerjaan dulu dong ya daripada keteteran lagi besok-besok numpuk lagi. Long story short gue balik dari kantor itu jam setengah 10 (I knowww righhhtt….-_-) dan gue balik ke rumah cuma ngambil kunci dan baju karena gue harus nyari sendiri dengan mata kepala gue sendiri, dokumen-dokumen yang gue butuh, di rumah yang kosong gak ditempati. In case my sister missed it, I thought I can find it if I do it myself. Perjalanan gue hari itu mungkin udah kaya perjalanan Jakarta-Bandung deh. Total ongkos yang gue habiskan seharian itu adalah 450 ribu saja. Sampe Callysta (rumah kosong) udah jam setengah 12 malam, gue sendirian, kecapekan parah, ketakutan (what do you expect, sendirian begitu). Singkat cerita, gue paksain cari-cari dokumen di setiap lemari dan kotak-kotak container, udah ga tau lagi itu badan bentuknya, harus angkat-angkat container seberat-berat masyaAllah sementara badan udah sisa 10%. And it’s still not there. Gue sampe nangis kesel sendirian di antara kertas-kertas itu sampe jam 2 masih berusaha nyari dengan badan udah mengsle sana sini. Dan bangun-bangun masih dengan keadaan yang sama. Gue rasa gue pingsan saking capeknya. Untung akhirnya bangun. Sendirian bok, gue kenapa-kenapa gak ada yang tau kan berabe juga.. Begitulah curhatan gue tentang hari Senin yang melelahkan fisik dan batin. Iya ini curhat. Maaf ya, gue curhat. Udah klimaks betul soalnya. And writing heals for me. Jangan dibaca aja kalo keganggu, okay. *sungkem*

Mommy, help me, mom.. I’m clueless right here.. :’(

Half empty, half sweet. Just like us, in the corner.

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 11:24:05 -0400

Half empty, half sweet. Just like us, in the corner.

When I look down, it’s only because your lips are so close...

Sun, 17 Mar 2013 09:24:10 -0400

When I look down, it’s only because your lips are so close to the ground. It makes me fall, right to the floor.

Ketika lilin menyalakan langit..

Sun, 17 Mar 2013 06:55:46 -0400

Ketika lilin menyalakan langit..

Remember the time I only looked into your eyes? It was so still...

Sun, 17 Mar 2013 06:13:04 -0400

Remember the time I only looked into your eyes? It was so still that even the wind couldn’t breathe..

I don’t understand human. I really don’t.

Sat, 16 Mar 2013 17:43:59 -0400

I don’t understand human. I really don’t.

And I’ll hold you tight even if you don’t want me...

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 14:47:48 -0400

And I’ll hold you tight even if you don’t want me to. Because you kissed me goodbye, even when I said I don’t want you to..

Photo

Fri, 08 Mar 2013 05:02:50 -0500

Ouch.. Offended much, boys? x”)) – View on Path.

Fri, 08 Mar 2013 02:06:52 -0500

Ouch.. Offended much, boys? x”)) – View on Path.

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down,..."

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 13:29:55 -0500

“As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break other’s hearts. You’ll fight with your best friends or maybe even fall in love with them and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take a lot of pictures, laugh a lot, forgive freely and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend in need, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, LIVE IN THE MOMENT because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.☆”

- Antologi Rasa

I took a little time today, capturing the truth.. So many faces...

Fri, 22 Feb 2013 09:09:25 -0500

I took a little time today, capturing the truth.. So many faces I have known, some passed away and others grown..

Everyone’s waiting but nobody comes.. – View on Path.

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 06:01:29 -0500

Everyone’s waiting but nobody comes.. – View on Path.

You said “move on”, where do I go..? – View on Path.

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 05:14:09 -0500

You said “move on”, where do I go..? – View on Path.