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Robin: Is there any way we can just go back to normal?

Ted: I don’t think I can do normal, anymore.

I miss you too much it’s hard to handle it.
Until I can handle it.
And then don’t care anymore about it.
Welcome home, certainty.

Dear Daddy’s little princess..
I look at you today and my mind flashes back to when you first entered life as a tiny baby..
No single joy could ever replace that moment..
I miss you.
And this letter I wrote because I started thinking about you and all the things I didn’t get a chance to say.
To remind you, that daddy loves his little girl till now and for forever..

My sweetheart, I regret I went away..
I wish I could keep myself stay with you..to share your joys and pains with me..
To be there for you when you feel awful,
To give you my arms to cuddle around,
To encourage you when you are in doubt,
To discuss with you when you have a million questions,
And to hug you and kissing your forehead whenever you get achievements.

I feel cheated by this absence, sweetheart..
Because I’m supposed to be next to your mom, watching you growing up..

You know, leaving you was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, but I’m not gone, sweetheart..
I will always be with you in spirit.
Just take a peek inside your heart, there’s where I will always stay…
My love will always there..
So please don’t shed any tears,
Because I’ll wait for you in heaven,
Even if it takes a hundred years..

I know this time must be hard for you but I also know how strong you are..
Though I may not be with you right now, please take comfort in the fact that I am watching over you right now..

I look at you every time,
And I never cease to be amazed..
You are a young force to be reckoned with in this world.. And I’m always very proud of you..

My little sweetheart, you are so lucky to have such a wonderful mom and sister to take care of you.
Please make sure you are good to them and help them out whenever you can..

Never forget to say your prayers and be thankful for all your many blessings..
If you make a mistake have the courage to admit it, it doesn’t matter if you are forgiven or
not, what matters most is that you took responsibility..
Always be nice and caring to others and you will discover that the world will be nice to you.
But when things aren’t going your way, don’t feel bad ‘cause God knows what’s best for you and everything will work out in the end.

Sweetie, don’t you ever forget how important and special you are to so many people.
Your smile and laughter represent all that is good and pretty in this world.
So, listen to your heart and not nay-sayers, our futures are defined by our choices, not by
chances we may take along the way. Everyone in your world may have an opinion but the
fact of the matter is that only we can decide where we want to be.
What will make us happy.. And I want you to be happy..

You have such a bright and beautiful future ahead of you.
Have fun. Enjoy it. Do your best and try to learn as much as you can about the world you live in..
Always remember that you can’t have the sweet without the sour as it were..
Fight for your dreams and never settle for less than what you know you are worth..

I’m so sorry sweetheart, that I won’t be able to see you grow up..
But remember once again, your daddy’s not gone.
I’m in heaven now smiling down on you every day..
Even when at night you’re dreaming,
And my image you can see,
It’s not a dream at all my sweetie,
It’s your dad…it’s me.
I’ll never get too far, dear.. So please give me your smile :)
Take care, sweetheart. Daddy loves you.. And I miss you, too… As much as you.. ♥

P.S: This is specially made for my dear unbiological sister, Rezy Kusuma Wardhani, to remind her that her daddy’s never really went away.. Even after 4 years, his love will never drained. :)

We both are in the same room. I am the prisoner, and you are my electric chair. You kill me slowly with your power supply. And when you stop, I’ll be dead.

I’ve been dead. Since you had stopped a long time ago. Please save me with your love.. Just one more time. One more time..

Just when I thought I couldn’t go on, You walked into my life to keep me strong.. You treated me like I’m the jewel in your crown.

But now you’re gone, I can’t move on.. ‘Cause this longing, it’s hard to control.. Till my heart tells me, you’re not my goal. Not anymore.